Seems like my predictions are right on...
To recap: my predictions were that I had HCG in my system but that I would probably lose this pregnancy soon.
My beta today was 24. I was not surprised it was that low. It probably is already on its way down. Of course, I was hoping. But hoping is different from realistic expectations. And again, not only have I seen the uterus pictures, I also remember all the other crap that has happened down in ninja land. I am sad, but I knew it was a long shot to say the least.
But: I have this ninja on file. This ninja is official.
I still want to believe, that one day one of the ninjas will make it. And I still feel happy that there are still some who try.
posted by kati @ 4:03 PM
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Are they going to have you test again in 48 for some type of confirmation?
I envy, truly envy, your optimism during the process. You see this as the glass half full. How I wish I could do that.
I'm so sorry, Kati. But glad that you've found hope and possibility in all this. There will be more ninjas because you will it.
Dear Kati, I'm so sorry this doesn't seem to be working out. But like you, I think it's wonderful that two ninjas have tried recently. That bodes so well for the future, once your uterus is fixed. How I am hoping for you, my dear. With all my heart.
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